"I want to paint."

 "I want to paint."


One insignificant word strikes the heart.



"I can't delay it any longer."


The appearance of the Strickland family is no different from that of any other person, like cells in the body that cannot be separated from the organism, with no distinct features because it is not clearly separated from the background, only one color in the dark, like a dim shadow.


As a part of the organism of society, the existence of people living only by it in it is bound to appear as a dim shadow. A single dot begins to shine clearly in such a hazy shadow.


​


He was wearing an old Norfolk jacket, and he hadn't shaved in days.


Last time I saw him, he was neatly dressed, but his expression looked a bit uneasy, but now he looks messy and untidy, but he looks supremely comfortable.


​


Strickland threw everything away, looking bright even in shabby conditions.


 "I don't think I have to paint. If I don't draw, I won't be able to breathe. Will it be a problem for a drowning person to swim well or not? It's important to get out of the way first.


People in the world think they are mean, hate them, and despise them.


​


Have you been possessed by the devil?


As if caught in a gripping position while neutralizing resistance, something inexplicable seeps deep within his soul. It seems that the mind has conquered the being that will grow. Some fierce force is leading him.


Those who now brave the torch-bearing lead know that eventually they will inherit their place. There is no such thing as the last word in the world. When the old city of Nineveh built up their feats high in the sky, the new gospel had become obsolete. Brave words that are considered new to the person speaking them are words that have been repeated a hundred times in the same tone before that, if you know them. The pendulum always swings left and right, and people always rewind the same circle.


Humans are born with the ability to create myths. So, if there are any human beings that are even a little different from normal people, they diligently find surprising and strange events in their lives, make up legends, and believe in them fanatically. It can be said that it is the resistance of the romantic spirit to the ordinary life. Legendary events provide the surest ticket to the protagonist's entry into the immortal world.


​


Competitively trying to resemble each other, they live in the same world in the same way. They all look the same as if such a life was a gift from God. Strickland cut off the power of the world that seemed irresistible and stepped into his own shabby world.


The desire to live adventurously in it, a superhuman strength that can no longer withstand, leads him.


In order to experience the unknown world and meet himself, he was prepared to go through tough reefs and terrifying rapids.


​

As if possessed by the devil, some fierce power seeping through his heart...


The overwhelming power of denying everything and affirming oneself...


Why does my heart ache at Strickland's one word that I should draw?


Strickland seems to be recovering its existence in a peaceful world. Maybe it's a strength we need to recover?


Faust sells his soul to Mephistopheles.


“The most interesting part of art is the individuality of the artist, and if his personality is unique, I am willing to forgive a thousand flaws.”

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